Keep me afloat, keep me afloat
I've already noticed the hole in my boat
Is it there because of me?
It doesn't matter now, nothing matters when you're sinking
Here I am, my arms are flailing
The water moves, the sun is setting
Has my boat reached the bottom yet?
My joints are getting sore, I'm losing grit, I'm losing it
I don't know, is this how it's supposed to feel?
Tell me it's not real, tell me it's not real
I can't hold on much longer
That's when I notice tiger sharks
Here's the point, the encrypted message
I feel like I can't breathe
I wish I could not see
I wish I was the blind girl, that would make me something
I wish that you were happy
I wish that I was grasping
I wish that I could make you proud, all I wanted was for you to see how this works
Have you ever noticed how I stop rhyming when I feel I need to scream?
I think that I'm exploding, I fear I'm bursting at the seams
And not a soul can see
Not even me
Everything is too loud
My legs, they slide across my sheets
And I am restless
The yelling downstairs gets quieter when I'm screaming at myself
Blood pounds into my head, and I
Don't know what I'm saying
I think I'm sick, but everyone else says it's okay
It's completely normal
Are my arms completely normal?
Please don't leave, I am suffocating
I am suffocating on this planet
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