Yesterday

Leave me here
Juggling
These thoughts
Left me here
Struggling
I'm not
Listening to Tyler and Hayley
Two of the four who get me
I'm not
Missing anyone in particular
I'm not
Mopping a floor
Closing these doors
I'm not
Missing someone spectacular
I'm not
Holding anything back
Fighting, under attack
I'm not
Trying to fix my bad posture
I'm not
Keeping myself busy
Staying away from pity
I'm not
Wondering if I lost her
I'm not
Watching myself run again
Avoiding all their eyes again
I'm not
Missing anyone in particular
I'm not
Lip-singing rhymes
That could have been mine
I'm not
Going to miss the commissioner
I won't be
Writing about yesterday
Tomorrow when it's far away
I'm not
No, I'm not
But I am
Good at lying