front door

I say I'm sorry a lot
Sorry about that
I'm sorry about a lot of things
I'm sorry in a lot of ways
Just trying to make it through the dark
Still just trying to find my place
Or, a place

All I want is to be strong
But that's not true
I also want to be better

I want people to know they're loved
But all I know is that I'm not enough
But that's not true
I'm enough
Sure, sure
Sure thing

Place my head against the front door
Don't wanna be here anymore
Sighs slip out of my mouth
Like confirmation that I still exist
I'm sorry

"I'm not enough"
And that's a lie
"The ones I want don't need me"
And that's a lie
"And I'm not good enough the people that do need me"
And that's a lie
"I can't do this"
And that's a lie
"I'm not doing my part"
"They're disappointed in me"
"They can't be fixed"
"I don't have enough faith"
"There's no chance for me"
"They actually don't need me around"
And nothing's black and white anymore
Except for the fact that I'm a liar


I'm sorry