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A couple hours makes me realize
We wouldn't be writing all this same stuff
If we saw it from the other side of the world
Don't get me wrong, depression is depression
Anxiety is fatal
But you stop getting absorbed in your problems
Or mad at your friends over stupid things
When your life is on the line

He prayed for you aloud a few months ago

And I cried

I wonder if we actually know what we're doing in most of this

And then I wonder if it's just me

Because it all builds up inside and I end up yelling at an irritating brother

Because one of my vital organs is tearing at the seams,

And once again, I told nobody

I wouldn't have seen this of sixteen from ten

Yet I'm only sixteen

And I feel as though Earth has almost spun itself out

You're walking through busy hallways

Whispering to each other that you don't have the strength to keep going

Angsty youth, trying to file in and out of place

Using a magnifying glass to find where we belong

But some of us have been stuck in the same backyard for a century

Running around

Breaking each other's hearts

On accident

What is wrong with me?

I feel like I'm digging a hole in the water

Put my head back on my pillow every night with no sign 

The birds are singing outside

And I used to sing along

Shouldn't be that hard

To tell if you're doing the right thing or not

She's in maybe a worse state

She's doing better than I am 

I lack a devotion to myself

She hits the drums and sings

I so wanted that to be me 

But I want nothing enough

I lack devotion to myself, you see

I'm spiralling

I'm confused

I can't lie about that

I know who's in charge

I'm in safe hands

I am still

Spiralling.

If I've learned one thing

It's "hold onto the truth"

You can't let your demons fight harder than you