Trapped.

If worry's not a waste of time
Then I'm so productive at night
"Just go to sleep."
"Well Mom, I try."
But I paint scenes when I
Close my eyes
I wonder now
Who will survive?
Wait-- what the heck
Is wrong with my mind?
The worst things happen
All the time
"What if you lose them?"
This is my crime
What if I lose him?
I lie there and cry
The worst occurs
With every rhyme
Someone please help me
Escape from my mind.