Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Dear God.

Dear God
She goes to bed so late, and finds holes in her faith in the morning.
Dear God
She's singing in her head.
Dear God
She trusts you with herself, but not with other people.
Dear God
She just figured that out.
Dear God
She tries to play God and fix everything for everyone else.
Dear God
She needs trust.
Dear God
She drowns herself in pain because she feels that's the only way to help another girl.
Dear God
It doesn't help.
Dear God
Sometimes she sleeps with the blinds open because it makes her feel closer to You.
Dear God
She's learning.
Dear God
Sometimes she opens her eyes when she prays to help her focus, because when she can't see anything her mind travels far, far away.
Dear God
She's self-centered or someone else-centered.
Dear God
Her universe stretches just about as far as she gets every night without sleeping.
Dear God
She confesses in third person.
Dear God
She stayed up too late writing this because maybe she can't find any other way to say anything.
Dear God
I know You'll save her
I know You'll save her

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