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I'm sorry, but maybe it's gotta come out
So what would you say
What would you say if I'm scared
If the worst thing is always going through my brain
If I attend your funeral on accident
Playing always in my mind
Or in my quite nightmarish dreams
When I fall asleep at night
If I count down the days
If I try to let go
See, I've tried to spare you
From things that you don't know
If I wake up
If I fall asleep
If I keep my eyes open
And try not to dream
If I don't know I'll make it
If I swear that I will
If this is it for our summer
And I'm dreading until
If I suddenly realize
I'd welcome algebra and school
If I could only
Keep you here too
If I'm too scared to say it
If I don't talk at all
If I stand there silently
And watch the rain fall
I don't wanna tell you
That I could go on all day
But I've just got one question
What would you say?