Silent

So many things
Just aren't the same
I don't know if I
Should feel betrayed

There is nothing here
Not anymore
I can't fight back the fears
Of the life before

Maybe I should
Open my mouth
But I am unsure
Of what would come out

I can't explain
Anything now
Maybe last year
I knew I could drown

That made things simple
But I don't want simple anymore
I don't know if I should speak
Of the way it was before